More To Life

"I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment, I'm halfway out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching
For something that's missing..."

This is me. This is my life lately. It's not really a good thing.

I just don't feel completely IN any moment of my life anymore. All I'm really doing is waiting for every second, every minute, every day to pass. I spend so much time thinking about what I need to do next that I never really feel what I'm doing NOW. It's not even that I'm working myself too hard, it's just that I can't seem to find a single moment of any day where I feel whole.

Sometimes I wonder if this is really the life I should be living....