*facepalm*

"I was only in love once before, and that time was a terrible mistake."

LAWLZ.

Yes, my dear. I'm glad you realize that it's a terrible mistake to obsess over someone who is far too good for you - I mean, you know. It's often a mistake to try and keep a guy with morals, respect, dignity, a good sense of humor, life smarts, good looks, and so much more when you have none of those yourself.

Good thing you don't have that problem with your current boyfriend. I'm sure you're perfect for each other.

I seriously would laugh in her face - for her to think she has the right to say she loved him, after everything she did to him? If love equals cheating, lies, and stalking, then I'm sure she was very much in "love." It's sort of ridiculous, because it's obvious she has no idea what love is. But then again, you need a conscience to know that.

She didn't make a mistake. She was a mistake. I understand how things go when you're young and dumb now. I had feelings eons ago for a guy who didn't like me because I wasn't freaky or skanky enough. Erik had feelings for a slut with the personality of a pet rock and the IQ to match, who couldn't focus on just one guy at a time and thought humping other guys was completely fine when one is in a relationship.

The thing is, Erik and I grew out of our childhood stupidity when we found each other. Some other people? Let's just say they weren't so lucky.

ANYWAYS!

How was my day? AWESOME, possum. Conquered the unconquerable Nelson paper, which means I finally have straight A's again. Boo-yah, bitch.

Okay, so I only had one B last semester, so it wasn't really much of a stretch, but still. I'm happy - I'm glad I let myself be happy now when I get A's, because I get them often, so logically I'm just a much happier person altogether. All through high school, I sort of forgot that A's weren't the only passing grade there was - A's meant excellence, and I got them.

I'm happy I've learned to be proud of myself for my hard work. Mostly because Erik taught me to be proud of myself. I know, I make fun of him when he calls me a genius, but hearing that just really makes my day.