Finally, a new layout.
I guess I just thought it was high time that my blog was about me, because just because I'm married doesn't mean that I disappear as an individual, and that's hit me pretty hard lately. There are things in my life that I have to do myself, and even Erik can't solve those problems for me. It's just me.
The banner uses lyrics from "Citadel" by Anna Nalick, which I've really been feeling lately. I don't talk about it much, but I have this sort of fear eating away at me, that I'm not going to make it. I'm scared that I'm going to just fail, period.
I'm putting everything I have into school right now. I have a plan - I put everything on hold. I have no social life, which I honestly don't mind too much. I don't spend as much time primping as I used to, because I'm not trying to impress anyone.
The thing I hate is that I just seem to scrutinize everyone, because I don't understand people my age. I just don't, and I never have - you'll probably get a blog about that later.
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