Welcome back to the wild world of blogs!

Hah. No one uses these things anymore, right? Well, I for one like it. It's much better than MySpace as far as blogging goes.

Anyway, what's up with me? I'm wishing I had a TimeTurner like Hermione did in POA, because honestly? I don't know how I'm going to scheduel all of these classes. I suppose a big part of it is that I want to keep busy while Erik's gone, and as dorky as it seems, being in school in the only thing I enjoy enough to keep busy with. Sad, right?

And while we're on the subject...I didn't get to talk to Erik today. ='(

Hee, he probably doesn't have a phonecard, so I'm not mad. Just, I have a lot to tell him about stuff today, and by the time I get to talk to him, I may have forgotten it already, and that would absolutely suck. Just stuff about how little people appreciate me, and how much I've pretty much failed to fit in with people my own age yet again. It just sucks that I'm pretty much alienated for the fact that I take the right things seriously.

I miss Erik -- FIVE MORE WEEKS UNTIL I SEE MY TEDDY BEAR AGAIN FTW!!!! Hee! Oops. I used his nickname on here. Shush! Don't giggle, and if he ever sees, he may not notice.

But I love him, no joke. And not the kind of "love" where I'm sitting around feeling hopeless an moping around because he's not here to hold my hand through every little thing. It's the kind of love where I'm glad, because I know he believes in me, even if he doesn't always like what I do, and I know that he'll always care, and I'll always have somebody to run back to.

I'm a little worried -- worried that we've changed since we last saw each other, and that things are gonna be different. Well, of course they're gonna be. I just don't know quite how yet.

But we've made it through two years, and it hasn't been all smiles -- yet we're still here.

I just hope I make him smile like I used to. That's all I'm asking, I guess.

Anyway, I'm sitting here watching Wowowee. Haha, it's so frivolously funny. Oh, and Ardel actually really loved my paper I turned in about Dumbledore being gay -- whodathunk I'd get class credit for being a Potter fan? It's great! Haha.

Well, that's all for now. I'll probably write more substantial stuff another time, but for now, that's all I have to say. But for now, I'll leave you with this:

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